Byond account and character name:John.Wayne9392 ; Harmony Pretchl
Discord ID (if applicable): Mech__Warrior#3221
Banning admin:VerySoft and Demi
Ban type (What are you banned from?): EG; Server and Discord.
Ban reason given:Banned by host: Reason: You, or another user of this computer or connection (johnwayne9392) is banned from playing here. The ban reason is: (MANUAL_BAN) Years of repeat issues. Repeatedly making other players uncomfortable to the point of leaving the game with unending requests to climb into female characters#39 wombs. Repeatedly making other users int he community so uncomfortable they either block him or leave the community, by bringing up his personal issues at the drop of a hat (ex. Deaths in the family, mental health issues, mania, etc.) This latest issue came when a user was mentioning they had gotten sick with Covid-19 and found the cough unbearable, to which John posted #14/ Some are fated to die#148, distressing the user. They#146re a fountain of unreasonable takes and comments, and after years of such issues, it is clear they are either unwilling or unable to changed. Likely the latter. Sorry, John, but we#145ve got to put the needs of the community over your own (CUSTOM IP)(CUSTOM CID) This ban was applied by verysoft on 2022-05-14 02:49:46
Ban length: Permanent
Approximate date that the ban was placed (including time zone):2022-05-14 02:49:46 But I left the discord a month earlier.
Your side of the story: As much as I hate to say it, I was in one of the darkest places I've ever been since October 22nd, 2021. I was already drinking every day and then I encountered unimaginable loss and no matter how hard I tried, true therapy always seemed out of reach. I'm not trying to draw sympathy because I continued to try and fill a hole deep in my soul yet no matter how hard I tried, it would never fill. In one of those inebriated nights, I saw the user complain about getting sick with Covid-19 and the things I remember fade in and out; I remember being angry with them, messaging them but I don't remember the conversation. The only thing I remember is that quote; 'Some are fated to die/misfortune'. I wanted to vomit upon seeing it despite having no memory. Being drunk isn't an excuse for what I said, so I have to own it.
Why you think you should be unbanned:d[/b]: I took about nine months to look at and work upon myself. I managed to get my alcohol abuse under control. I've learned my triggers and how to manage them. There were quite a few of my past transgressions I thought were forgiven, but I've done a lot of wrong in the past for attention. I don't need to do that anymore.