Discord ID (if applicable): Buddy Froggy#5694
Banning admin: (N/A)
Ban type (What are you banned from?): server
Ban reason given: spray painting N word in maint + being stupid
Ban length: perma
Approximate date that the ban was placed (including time zone): 10/27/2020(?)
Your side of the story: I was playing on vorestation early on ss13 gaming, being new and all. Everything was interesting to me and I spent most time playing xenobio. Skip a few pages in story and i end up giving out blue chilis as "breath mints" for bar. Little do i know these could do burn damage if someone took enough from the amount of cold they cause. Eventually (to prove a point, or from their own stupidity) someone ate a whole bowl of them and went into crit.
I ended up getting, in RP, but most certainly the feelings were OOC: dragged to office of CMO, talked down to, shunned, hated on, ear chewed out, etc etc (This lasted 30 IRL MINUTES, mind you). Just imagine someone unloading all their hatred into you + calling police (admins) to monitor you.
Which at the time they did.
I was dejected and mortified that my innocent little adventure into ss13 (after 2 months of playing and keeping to self) was devastated by someone being 100% toxic and lording over me.
The admins kept a close eye on me next round, i knew this, but was so bitter that I never got to state my side of the argument that I vented by being toxic myself. Hence - Defacing the station and just being a cunt. Which got me banned.
Why you think you should be unbanned: I have matured since then and know what to do to handle these high stress situations that come my way. Im certain that the person who was playing CMO at the time might of as well. I miss goofing off and makin' people happy in a server that enjoys some interesting nsfw things. Made about four friends from participating in it.
I hope that you can forgive my shortsighted outburst and understand my perspective on the situation. With the tongue lashing i received and all
Hope to hear from this soon.
(Bonus info: Since it was so long ago, I cannot remember who banned me - who chewed me out - or even if this is the correct server. Im sure it is though... Plus I made a new account since then. But surely my IP might be on record...... I think? Sorry for this strange ban appeal !
) (If it helps jog anyone's memory who this account belongs to - I was playing a character who was a 7ft tall bear that was a mute and knew sign language. Due to social anxiety irl had at the time, which probably didn't help my response to this event by acting out.)
