There are a few things that rubbed me the wrong way when you were here. The biggest one was that you were very loud and opinionated about the "correct" way to play the game, and in some cases were outright telling people they should do things that the admin team were trying to put a lid on because they were.. well, rather low-RP. At times it was impossible to separate your shitposting from your genuine opinions, which made it all the worse when you outright said you didn't consider it your fault if someone acted on what you were telling them.
This rubbed me the wrong way. It was one of those "I don't actually have a logical debate-club argument for this right at this minute in the heat of the moment but my gut is telling me that's absolute bullshit" things. I didn't realise exactly how it was bullshit or that there was an actual term for that kind of thing, but then I saw the news about the sandy hook shit where some family were getting harassed and kept having to move house because Alex Jones had called them crisis actors on TV, and Jones' defence boiled down to "But I wasn't the one that went out and harassed them! It wasn't me, don't blame me that some looney acted on the things I was saying!"
And my very first thought when that hit the news was "oh hey, it's that bullshit argument that donut made. Oh look, the just just called it bullshit. Go figure."
The short version is - if you're allowed back, the first whiff of you trying to steer the community onto something that it isn't, to make it unpleasant for the people that are our target audience, will have me wanting you out again. If you want to participate in our community, great. If you want to latch in and mould it to suit you, at the expense of those already here, then don't.
Oh, and for the record, the thing that flipped me onto the "yeah, apply the boot" side in the vote was the incident where you joined the game, after a new bulletin went out asking for crew to deal with a problem, and instead of actually joining and playing the game you ghosted and started shittalking people in deadchat. Can you honestly not see why players might not want you around if your contribution to a community includes "observe them playing and shittalk them behind their backs"?