by Nightshadow » Sun Mar 13, 2022 10:21 am
regarding the delay - understandable, and I don't blame you
now, in terms of replying to the things stated - personally, I do not recall some things. SOP regarding voidsuits, I am to believe is in reference to an incident regarding on ship where a astroid crawler got on, and I was attempting to deal with it, though, it has been some time, and I do honestly forget if that was the cause of it
lethal firearms - this I am unsure of. perhaps during my time as an explorer I would enjoy using them on exploration missions, though I do recall handing them over or placing them in the explo room. perhaps this is in reference to using a lethal during my time as security to, once again, deal with creatures, spiders, crawlers, etc. as I believed that they did more damage to them and, in turn, would have a higher chance of finishing them off faster than using a stun feature, though I could be wrong
over stepping authority as an explorer - this, I am not in any position to reply to, as it has been a fair amount of time, though, honestly, I wont say you are wrong, as it is entirely possible, and probably that you are correct
stealing other players jobs - this I am unsure of. I cant exactly think of a specific time when I stole someones job, other than asking for a light replacer and fixing some lights at times, though again, I wont outright deny it, as it does seem possible
self antagging as Talon - I don't quite remember this. though again, it has been some time since I was Talon, so I could be forgetting it
logging out when confronted by staff - this, I am fairly certain I am being mistaken for. although one time when an incident occurred regarding a sect queen, I had to leave for something out of my control, of which I did return later, I did not mean to leave because staff were there
busting into RP scenes and refusing to leave - I don't know about this one. although I am quite thick headed and don't take subtle hints very well from people, I don't recall something like this happening, especially with staff
encouraging other players to partake in prefbreaking and or rule breaking for your own entertainment - again, not something I can recall off the top of my head. although something that could have happened, I don't believe it would be something I would do. especially when it comes to prefbreaking, I am almost always willing to not do something because the other person doesn't want to
not following directives given by heads of staff until admins intervened - not entirely sure about this one. most times I would follow heads of staff, and when I wouldn't, I would put forth a reason and, if that didn't change it, I would follow through. again though, entirely possible im forgetting something
private messaging staff in DM's - this I will admit to 1000%. when it comes to things like talking to staff members about anything in anything, I prefer to take things on one on one. part of the reason being some of the mental abilities of my own and, more specifically, something called O.D.D (opposition defiance disorder). though yes, I will own up to this one
attacks on Kenzie - again something I will certainly own up to. at first I believed Kenzie was after me. it seemed constantly that any time anything bad would happen to me it was always Kenzie. during the last little bit before I was removed I let loose on that thought and realized Kenzie wasn't actually after me. true, I preferred to not interact with them, though it was for other, non-admin related reasons
timing another persons replies - this again, was something I did. yes, when I was in an RP with someone, I was waiting, and waiting and waiting. I eventually was getting slightly annoyed, and timed it to see how long they were taking to reply. It was late for me true, and it was an RP I was planning to go by quickly, though, when the person started to take an extended amount of time to reply, I realized I wouldn't be able to continue. I attempted to, in the most polite way possible, to tell them that I wouldn't be able to continue and would prefer if we simply ended the RP then and there. if they do still feel I wronged them, as I said, I did not mean to, and was simply not interested in waiting for an extended period of time where I would need to leave shortly there after
species and guilt tripping - this, I am very confused about. in terms of species when it comes to RP, I don't have any preference. I often would RP with anyone, of any species. though I do have preferences, none of them would be to such an extent that I would not RP with someone whatsoever. the only species I would hate on, is my own, because I made it poorly (see wasp-girl-hybrid I made. and hated). as for guilt tripping them into sceneing with me, I don' understand that, as personally, if I did say guilt trip them, yet they were a species I didn't like, I wouldn't want to scene with them. though this may be something I am unaware of, or may have forgotten, so there could be some information that I am forgetting
finally, the straw that broke the camels back, I can understand. I know I can often times be a lot more work than I let out to be and, truly, I apologize. as I said, I didn't mean to be any trouble to anyone, and currently, simply wish to return to the server whenever I can. I am fully expecting a denial of this appeal, and I am willing to accept that. I simply wish that my actions are understood, and it is made clear that I did not mean any harm or malice to anyone
I look forward to hearing back, and knowing what the result of this appeal is - be it an unban, or some more time to wait before that happens