first and foremost, before going on regarding this entire appeal, I request that any conversations and/or approve/deny is done over discord, or something otherwise, as I would prefer not to have it on here showing to the entire forum
Byond account and character name: Fire Break
Discord ID (if applicable): N/A
Banning admin: lm40 (Kenzie
Ban type (What are you banned from?): SS13 server
Ban reason given: "deep inquiry into an obvious scene taking place in maintenance as captain, badgering involved parties and ignoring all hints to back off, this is after a long history of dubious behavior on the server so"
Ban length: permanent
Approximate date that the ban was placed (including time zone): 09-04-2021 (12:14)
Your side of the story: my side of the story is a bit different than what is described. although I do see now, how what I was doing could be easily seen as badgering and ignoring hints to back off, at the time, I had no idea. the full context of the story involves a body that was 'unconscious' with an 'unknown' name. there was someone nearby them, and thus I inquired about it over comms. they said it was "nothing to worry about...". the thing that made me believe there was something more happening, or some kind of thing to join in on, was the "..." at the end. I continued to ask a few other short questions. I asked "do you plan on eating them?" to they replied "no". I then said, in italics "do you plan on fucking them?" and they replied "No!". after that, I had been quiet for a bit of time, before saying one last thing "do you have some kind of nest or something?" reason being the character was a vassillian. they said no, and afterwards I simply returned to the bridge and sat, relaxing. shortly after I was messaged and after a brief discussion of at first being asked to not be a site manager, that I was just going to get outright banned
Why you think you should be unbanned: personally, I don't think I should be unbanned right away. irl, I have mental issues and disorders that make it challenging for me to recognize emotions and the thought process of others, and how they might perceive what I am doing, and how I may perceive what I am doing. things such as oppositional defiance disorder (ODD), aspergers, ADHD and other minor things. these conditions have made it challenging for me to realize faults in how I interact with people, and has lead to me personally not having many interactions with people irl either. at the time of the incident, I wasn't aware that the other party was in a scene or doing something of the sort. Often I have hard times 'taking a hint' or something. Although I have been trying to improve this, my mental disorders have been a challenge to overcome.
if this application is to be accepted in one form or another, all I request is that, when it is accepted, a few days or a week is taken in between the actual unban, giving me time to process and think about how I am going to better myself for the future of being on the server. if I do get unbanned, and I do rejoin the server, I don't plan to join any form of job or position that is high skill/needed or anything of the sort. No heads of staff. no security. no jobs that could get me in trouble. I plan on simply taking it easy, and not causing trouble
I know that I am asking for a lot, even if it is just an unban, but, this server is important to me. from the first day I joined I loved it, and interacting with the people there has given me a lot of joy. and although I may not show it, because it is difficult for me to, the admins and staff that are on, which is surprisingly more often than not, are always useful and helpful
thank you for looking into this