```I wanted to avoid my final ruling on this appeal for a long time, because the longer the situation has been put aside for me, the creepier it has become for me, giving me a genuine feeling of nausea whenever I remember that little debacle on the citadel discord. Out of this reason I don't exactly know why Ace gave me the final say in this appeal, considering usually people deeply, personally involved in the mess shouldn't judicate these. But alas, here we are now.
The argument, the plea that these are all misunderstandings and that you are truly a most benevolent person and such - I do believe you think yourself as so. It's just that the perception of yourself is seriously skewed for you and that actions you take are anything but "nice". You are very manipulative, scheming, even trying to buy the favours of others - once donating to a server just so you have more say in server policies and freely admitting so.
You are very insistent people like you, even when they don't want to deal with you at all anymore. Like me. I cannot say I would ever want to see you on the server. My server. No, thank you. I am already extremely uncomfortable just seeing your name here in the appeal forums and when you first posted here I spent three hours laughing at the sheer prospect of you ever getting unbanned from here.
So, let's make this formal. And I really hope you get the message.
This is denied.I want not a single, minuscule iota of contact with you. I don't care if it is a misunderstanding. I have reviewed the discord logs. I talked about this with many people, most of them not even from the citadel discord. I fully believe that you are a person I wish to never know, see or hear from.```