Banning admin: MrSignMeUp
Ban type: Discord/Server/All
Ban reason: Posting medical diagrams of dicks outside of NSFW, Calling out other players in the discord for examples of poor roleplay, making jokes about furries, openly insulting the furry community, and shitposting on the forums, Ban Evasion, Toxic OOC Behavior.
Ban length: Permanent
Approximate time ban was placed (including time zone): 2017-10-02 (5 months ago)
Your side of the story:
Someone in my last appeal told me to try again in a month, so here I am. I'm going to take the sage advice of taking things as seriously as I can. I'm not going to try and justify anything, I'm just going to say sorry. I didn't want to take anything seriously because I was ashamed to admit I had done anything wrong. I was skirting around rules I didn't agree with because I really believed a more aloof atmosphere would be more fun. SS13 is about fun, but fun is a subjective thing. Perhaps a serious story is entertainment enough, and while I think I've succeeded at that in character, I've failed to give people respite to enjoy the laugh. I exerted myself much too harshly on others OOC and failed to recognize the lines I was crossing because I only listened to the 50% of people that actually liked me.
This server is genuinely the only one I've enjoyed. Haven't played since about a month after my ban. I've loved all you guys. I don't know if it's believable but I had good intentions in mind, I just wanted to bring fun to people and create something enjoyable, but the jokes were at the expense of a major portion of the audience, which is about as bad a mistake as you can make. It's not worth the schism, even if I'm personally hard to irritate. I've grown to try and read social cues better, but like in my very first appeal I even alluded to how difficult that is for me, especially in crowds. To keep things short, because I tend to be so socially oblivious it felt like I was under attack, rather than being communicated with. I've had a lot of alone time and I feel like my perception has improved since.
Why you think you should be unbanned:
I've grown to try and read social cues better, but like in my very first appeal I even alluded to how difficult that is for me, especially in crowds. To keep things short, because I tend to be so socially oblivious it felt like I was under attack, rather than being communicated with. I've had a lot of alone time and I feel like my perception has improved since.
The decision is yet again yours, I understand it's a hard privilege to reintrust thrice, but it's been long enough that I've generally calmed down even in the real world as well. I won't bore you with the details but as much as I tried to be in my last appeal I'm not the same person I was. Thanks for dealing with my shit.
-Ckey